Trying not to fall into this hole I've been digging...

I love my life and I love my fashion, but lately I feel like something is missing. I am trying to find inspiration but I don’t have it in me. So I desperately wait for the newest magazines so I can flip through and find something that will speak to me. But today that happened, I got the newest Lucky and Glamour magazines. Still…. Nothing!!!

Here is where the problem begins… I don’t have job and I really really liked my job before all that nonsense began. Now that I have been unemployed for months, I realize I haven’t gotten called for an interview not even once… and even though everyone wants to blame Obama I know it runs deeper than that… Companies aren’t hiring and if they are hiring it’s for overseas employees. And being a stay at home mom is hard... and I'm not much for this job. I have worked my entire life... by work I mean I have been a career woman. I have worked to always reach for the next higher position. And now I'm being outwitted by a  4 year old. Its a hard transition. And although I am in the pusuit of my dream... it seems so far off and out of reach.

So I was doing OOTD posts daily and I don’t do them as often as I would like. But what I notice is that I am also not getting as much visits to my site either. Then I have the Miss Curve Competition that I am so amped, stressed, nervous, and excited for so my blood pressure is probably off the charts. I don’t know what is the point of this other than to say… I’m sorry for not giving the best content… I pray that you understand that I am trying to dig myself out of the nonsense and hope I can bring this blog back to the way it once was. If there is something you would like to see on my blog… let me know… I live for your comments as they cause me to strive to be better.

~besitos~

From the horses mouth: Miss Curve 2011

I just wanted to get this out there so you know what guides me and why this is so important to me...

~besitos~
QueenDiva

Why I want this: Miss Curve Competition

I done all that I can do, I don’t want to use this post to ask you to vote for me, again. I want to explain to you why I want this so badly.

A long time ago, in my twenties, I decided I wanted to be a model. I tried connecting with companies and everyone wanted money up front and I had no money to give as a single parent. Now I am married and I have found the competition that could make my dreams come true. I love blogging. I really do. But I’ve wanted to be a model/actress for years. And this would gain the that GIANT step in the right direction. It could be viewed as vanity, I get that… but that is not what this is for me. This is my entry into the fashion entry at the ground level. I love writing about fashion, but this could earn me the opportunity to try on the fashions if only for the 3 minutes to walk to the end of the runway.

Now here is where it gets difficult, I know some of my followers are also followers of my fellow blogger friend Tabayag. Well, you don’t have to pick or choose, I found out that you can vote for more than one person per day. So you do have to pick one or the other. You can vote for both of us. I know this could mean that she could very well beat me if people know this. But I realized something speaking to a friend, that at the end of the day I have to be true to myself. And if I mean what I say about being about supporting others and loving everyone in the blogging community, then I should help her as well. You can go to her blog and her link is there.

To vote for me:

Vote For Yolanda aka QueenDiva

P.S. Sorry... completely unrelated. I will be posting a giveaway later.

~besitos~

QueenDiva

Please Vote for Me: Miss Curve Competition 2011

Yolanda Ramirez Miss Curve Competition 2011

All my lovely readers,

Please take a moment to vote for me for Miss Curve 2011. I need to be in the top 10 to make it to the  next round. I appreciate all your support. Also, if you are able to help with my trip to Las Vegas, NV please click the Donate button on my panel. Again, I appreciate any help you can offer in order to aid in my ability to make it to #1.

~besitos~

QueenDiva